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chrystallineOh, that little twit harrassing Thalia is really ticking me off. I know firsthand how it hurts to have one's entire class making fun and isolating you, and she's threatening to do that to Thalia. Makes me wish I could fly up there and pummel the brat. Argh, and I can't even beat on my punching/kicking bag, because there's no ROOM IN THIS STUPID HOUSE! I need a place of my own...I need money to move out...
It's hard enough to deal with family issues, but to add school to the mix? I can't even count the times I contemplated suicide as a child, and the only things that stopped me were the thoughts that 1) only my family who cared about me would miss me, so they'd be the only ones hurt by it, and 2) suicide is painful, and I was trying to *escape* pain, not put myself through more. And my classmates only hated me because I got better grades than they did! Well, that and the fact that I had the potential to be more popular than the popular girl, if she hadn't made a pre-emptive strike to isolate me. Oh, I'd really like to clobber the...imbecile, to keep her mouth shut. She has no right, but obviously she doesn't have any respect for other people's rights; *somebody* needs to teach her a thing or two...
(oh, and I did finally put some stuff on my website;)
It's hard enough to deal with family issues, but to add school to the mix? I can't even count the times I contemplated suicide as a child, and the only things that stopped me were the thoughts that 1) only my family who cared about me would miss me, so they'd be the only ones hurt by it, and 2) suicide is painful, and I was trying to *escape* pain, not put myself through more. And my classmates only hated me because I got better grades than they did! Well, that and the fact that I had the potential to be more popular than the popular girl, if she hadn't made a pre-emptive strike to isolate me. Oh, I'd really like to clobber the...imbecile, to keep her mouth shut. She has no right, but obviously she doesn't have any respect for other people's rights; *somebody* needs to teach her a thing or two...
(oh, and I did finally put some stuff on my website;)
